April 7, 2005

Where's my mind??

I had a tough day today... about 14 hours of coding in VB for that stupid SEN project( Retail Business Database Management Suite, big deal!!!). Well for those who are professional ones, can enjoy this but for a lazy slob like me, this is one of the nightmares which has gone into the annals of history forever. The best time I had today was the half-an-hour I spent listening to Bulla ki Jana lying on my bed at dusk in my room. Visual Basic is pretty user friendly, but I'm in no mood to befriend it for my life. Life as a software engineer???? Bullshit!! This sends a shiver down the spine. Banging your head infront of PC for 10 hrs a day atleast, what's left there to live??

Where's my mind?? Why do I always leave work to the end? The last minute working(LMW) syndrome has estranged my mind. Anyways, "where's my mind" se yaad aaya ki you should listen to the song 'Where's my mind?' by Pixies(Surfer Rosa) and it's also the FightClub's soundtrack. Awesome song, with divine music. Now, where's my mind really? I was writing about software project and my attitude towards work, but suddenly I thought about this song and .... where's my mind???? Why do I always think about right things at wrong time and wrong things all the time?If I don't get this back on track asap then, I should not even worry about cat. No, I'm not talking about that mew-mew cat, not that cat which chases the poor mouse, but the CAT which is gonna milk me dry on 20th November 2005.

BLOG hi jeevan ka satya hai. I wonder why I didn't realize the beauty of blogs till date. Already innumerbale numbers of blog have published to express the divineness of blogs, so no point in posting one more. But one thing is sure, blog-o-mania is ON.

22 comments:

Vivek Pabari said...

Your mind was really wandering, even when you typed the post. Pretty much evident from the way the subject matter changed frequently in the post.

So we have one more commonality. Our minds wander and comcentration falters.

Try meditation.

PS: I miserably failed in my attempts to meditate.

amod said...

@viki- yeah, nice inference.Meditation sucks... never really worked. Lets try Random Thought Captivation and Emulation(RTCE)... what say?

| Ep/ID | said...

Good One@ Amod. But i think Viki is saying the right thing... meditation is the best course to go about it. Of course, it has never worked wid me though.

Vivek Pabari said...

@Amod - i am game for it.

btw, what is it? Sound similar to a vocoding scheme Mascara mentioned in the class today!

Smartalec said...

do u really want us to believe that crap u've mentioned abt ur working on the SEN project?? april fool's day is over, mousy! get a life :P
wandering thoughts apart, have u ever even managed to still at one place ever?! i cud answer that for u... u're too restless to keep both urself and ur thoughts from wandering

amod said...

@alec-Well fools take everything as a prank!! 14 hrs was actually an understatement, considering the mental trauma I faced... I wish there were enlargement pills for your brain too!!

ravishing nymph said...

u .. u dont talk to me.. how mean.. i saw what u said on orkut.. strong intuitive signals my foot.. sandal jo badal badal key ill do ur pitayi.. uhh.. shut up .. dont ever ever talk to me again.. kick kick punch punch.. runs out of iit.. runs to ektz house.. sniff sniff

Amod said...

@nymph- ha ha , u r really angry??? that was just 2 bug steve... u know how much I like bugging that guy-needing-enlargement-pills... sowee ok?? now comment back...

@viki- RTCE is under development...

ravishing nymph said...

no sowees yaar.. come chat with me or something im so bored studying chemistry.. www.yabberchat.com hell my head is going round and round dizzy as hell.. im still angry.. and steve is so horrible he saw me nah how can he say that back uhh.. i hate him and i hate u .. i hate u both.. really really I SWEAR i hate u both

Amod said...

@- u r li'l complicated, thats it!! And hatred is graciously accepted... but u never know when it changes... :D

ravishing nymph said...

really see .. only shantanu and jitesh and kumar are the best guys in the world.. i was gonna put U and steve on the list but gone .. its all gone now.. see ur own handy work..

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| Ep/ID | said...

@ Amod, Nymph, Steve -Guys please keep your personal matters to your messanger chat windows!! it invites some confused one to write crap over this blog!!!

amod said...

@ektz- true, but sometimes emotions are overflowing...

@confused-plz hold ur tongue

pritika said...

hey amod i just submitted a vb proj(Bakery Management System) yest after 3 days of no sleep.But it worked well(thankfully!) in front of the examiner.Used flexigrids n mdi forms.Dunno y she was so impressed wid(its pretty simple actually).Only thing is that saving the proj is difficult coz u have to go to all 25 forms n save them,then sav proj n data env.Drives me crazy!R u guys studyin 386?check out my post.

pritika said...

btw im also giving the CAT in nov n havnt started studyin!Just got the books 2 days back.

anubhav said...

an unsolicited piece of advice..
Get over bull and bulla and listen to zeher..

LMV..yea this is big time in engg.... look at me..have submissions 2morow..but still crawling around on web ..

and finally why does cat cross my way every where i go??
best of luk..a lot in advance

ravishing nymph said...

why does everyone studying IT.. seem to say five days back.. two years back.. is it like slang or something? ..

Amod said...

@nymph- IT is hot and ravishing..:p.. and IT is it.

Kroopa Shah (Kr00pz) said...

OMG!! I hate VB!! And I totally agree with you!!!